A Day in My Beautiful, Yet Crazy Life
Days like this are not surprising to me. They occur very often and in so many unexpected ways, there’s no way I can catch up with or keep up with myself. I am no longer surprised, but believe me, I am always blown away and grateful.
I’ve had a song looping through my head at random times ever since I first heard it last week. I love the song, but it doesn’t have any lyrical connection to me at all, even if I try to read between the lines. I am always completely silent, so I know this song is more than just an earworm.
Today my dog wanted to walk at a random, unusual time for her. I was happy to go. She’s going on 13, so our walks are slow with a whole lot of sniffing. She is a creature of habit as well. We go one of two ways, and that’s it; no changing things up. Today, she took a completely different route.
I was excited for her to sniff some new bushes. I didn’t realize that she was taking me somewhere for me to have an experience, not her. We passed by three houses with beautiful roses in bloom on this new route.
My heart cracked wide open and filled with love, as the rose is a sign from a loved one who left this world in July. I have heard from him often, and he makes his presence clear now. Roses always abound.
After we finished our walk and slowly made our way to the house, I felt desperate for a meditation. Usually, my meditations are blissful and blackness. Today was not one of those days. I had so many visions coming through me from start to finish and beyond. I knew I couldn’t capture all of it, but I went to my laptop to journal what I could recall.
What came through was the powerful opening message I would use to start my Zoom MeetUp on Thursday night. It was to be something people don’t yet know, yet something they don’t want to know. I continued to journal everything that wanted to come through me.
When I was done reading back what I wrote, I realized this message was not for me to open my Zoom meeting. This message was for someone else entirely.
Recently, I’ve had conversations with a woman I believed was an estate attorney for my friend who died in July. It turned out she wasn’t an attorney but my departed friend’s ex-wife. They were married for thirty years. I could tell she was very hurt and angered by how their life together ended during our conversations. I knew immediately – this message was for her. Here’s what came through:
Feeling this way and knowing you are no longer searching for answers is where you are all headed. We all are headed here, but 99.9999999% of us stop and don’t cross the finish line – we park our spirit for one reason – it is that line in the sand for everyone…
To get here, you have to break hearts and hurt people. That is the one thing that stops people along the path. They don’t want to take prisoners. No casualties; that’s a deal-breaker.
You moving forward following your arrow shakes up everyone and everything in your wake. This means as you follow your path, your people are shaken awakened to get on with their journeys. Everyone has a chance to get on track once you take your leap.
You have to look at it from the perspective of the other realm – from spirit – to move beyond that hurdle that stops your growth. You have to realize you planned everything before you incarnated, with the people who would be in your life. Upsetting your precious and simple apple cart was the next thing you had to burrow through to get to that big, beautiful next step that awaits you. Don’t let it be the thing that keeps you stuck in rinse repeat your life cycle.
Remember that none of this is real. Take that risk. Jump off of that cliff. Do what the guidance says, don’t worry about the people and things you leave behind because they need to move on with their lives. You are all stuck. You will be the hero (maybe not on this side).
I immediately knew it was from him, and he wanted me to get it to her. I always follow through with every morsel of guidance because it is not mine to judge. If one line of a message can help move someone forward, it was well worth it.
After I hit send, I was told that the song stuck in my head for a week was also not for me. Now that the rest had been sent, he wanted me to send it to her. So I did. And then, the third and final message:
To release you and the girls from feelings holding you back, he wants you to let those go. Just know you all agreed on what was to happen in this life. He did his part – which was not easy. For you to all have a beautiful rest-of-your-lives, you need to forgive him, at least inside yourself, and move on, releasing any resentment. You don’t have to forgive him, the man; just how you felt about him, any anger you carry. Let that part of your heart open back up for the world to see you shine. Be the light and love you are; be the example for the girls. They are young, and this can completely change their lives.
And I sent it. I shared it with my friends, as I can’t make this stuff up. One of them responded:
I hope she answers…… it’s like looking in a window to a scene we don’t know
My immediate response was:
I hope she doesn’t answer. It’s just one-directional. I’m just the messenger. She can talk to him whenever she wants to. I have no desire to know what she feels.
I am here to plant the seeds and move on, never to see if they are watered or tended to.
Tomorrow is another day.
- Biography
Wow… I manifested everything in my past! Learning what I know now and looking back at the radical shifts in my life, every little bit of it was brought on by my desperate desire to improve my situation
Now that I understand everything about the Law of Attraction and how “thoughts become things,” I can give myself credit and be proud that I trusted myself and took the huge leaps of faith that brought me to be the confident and powerful woman I have become.
I have taken my life from Abused and found Zen, all the way from A to Z. Looking back at the horrific childhood I came from; I’m shocked that I found the strength to keep plugging away to get to the place where I am today. But I did. Believe me, it wasn’t without suicide notes and plans of “ending it all,” because life was so unfair and desperate. I had a voice deep down that kept me from giving up hope entirely.
Realizing how hard it was to turn my life around, and by doing it completely alone, I hope to help others so they can get to the other side and find the light. I went through some of the darkest days alone and honestly didn’t know there was a way to get help or a hand to hold. I am here to be that hand, shoulder or inspiration for you in your path of life transformation. I have enough strength for all of us, and I will teach you how to find yours as well.
Let’s change your life situation and start you on a path of health, happiness and complete control over any of the decisions facing you moving forward.
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I struggled with my weight my entire life. I was fat as a kid; I stayed fat as a teenager. Even in my teen years, my mother explained it away as baby fat. Then I ended up with the most enormous boobs in high school. Later I learned this gift was from an aunt on my dad’s side who passed along this gene…
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I wish I could find the two flight attendants on that flight to Chicago from Las Vegas. I’m confident this was one of the strangest days in either of their lives. I would love to find them to tell them what really happened, even though they would have a difficult time swallowing it; it would explain everything.
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This truly is a day in the life for me. When you get to the space of stillness, peace and Zen day in and day out, you experience miracle after miracle. You keep getting the miracles because you honor them and are constantly wowed by them. You can’t help but know what you experience is a miracle and you are unable to contain the marvel, and always exploding with gratitude. When you live in this vicious circle, it’s one you want to be in. We are always getting back what we think about.
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I’ve realized I am not like anyone else in my spiritual universe. It was when one of my dear friends, I call her my Mothership, who received guidance about where I am. When I am sharing from my high vibrational tower, no one else is tuned to this frequency. I’ve got to start playing on the popular stations to share my message.
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Over the course of my spiritual journey, I have known many friends who have come and gone. The ones who are left behind are the ones that hit that line in the sand, the thing they wouldn’t do to continue with their journey. We will all eventually face this crossroad. Is this where you will park your spirit?
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I’ve heard many near death experience stories, but nothing like that of Natalie Sudman. In just a few of her words, things I hadn’t heard before, she helps us create a visual to see more clearly what life on the other side of this realm looks like.
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I am the potential we all have. I am living the promise. Every one of us can get to where I am spiritually, but most of us stop somewhere along the way, and we park our spirit.
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Watch out what you wish for, because it will come to you. We just can’t know if it will work out as we hope it will. When you dream about your knight in shining armor, you need to realize, he’s not always the good guy.
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How do you know when you get an idea or some form of inspiration that what you have received is from a higher source and not your mind? Speaking from my experience, the messages and downloads that come through me are in no way something that would have crossed my brain on their own.
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“When I first started tinkering around with the Law of Attraction and intentional manifesting, I started very small. I asked the universe to deliver to me a piece of blue glass. I made it quite clear that I wanted it to appear before me; I didn’t want to search for it; it had to show itself without me looking around for it.” ~ Cari Palmer
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We are all on a path in this lifetime on earth. It’s really up to each of us to manifest how we get down our paths and what we create for our lives. The Universe has great abundance. Abundance comes in many forms. Manifest your abundance as Cari Palmer is doing in, Knuggets Of Knowing
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“I went from someone who had a few random beliefs about how things go to someone who re-membered all of it! I became a knower! I was spinning in a vortex of information, and new (re)found knowledge! I knew I found the secret to my existence! I was on fire. I wanted to share everything with the world, but first, I realized I had no idea where to find other like-minded thinkers. Where do spiritual people go? Are they all in caves or on mountain tops wearing robes? I honestly had no idea where to start. I knew I needed to get to work. I felt it was upon me to find a way to bring all of these random spiritual people together. I needed a village!” ~ Cari Palmer
I think you found your village here on Sovereign Abilities. I am so excited for you to be a part of our website for the new year and all the years that follow!
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“Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is out of time: the Now. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time — past and future — the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.” ~ Eckhart Tolle
Knuggets Of Knowing ~ Cari Palmer
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Do you choose to be happy and feel joy in your life? It’s our choice how we get down this path in our current lifetimes. We can choose to be unhappy and feel like a victim or we can choose to be happy!
“Knuggets of Knowing”
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I’m done trying to create spiritual seekers out of people who aren’t ready to expand! This is the first video of many to come cutting to the chase about who we really are and why we are here! Wow… I can’t believe the universe told me to do this, but here goes!