Surviving the Fairy Tale
When I was very young and quite a mess, I was trying to live in the adult world without any clue how to be one. I had no role model growing up. I had a hot mess of a mother. I frequently changed jobs, I moved all the time, and I constantly dated the wrong men. I lived a downward spiral, knowing I would die on the path I was on. I didn’t care.
Deep in the trenches of my brain, I dreamed Prince Charming would come in on his white horse and take me away from everything. But, of course, I knew life wasn’t a fairy tale; I just had to have some version of hope to cling to.
In the middle of a toxic relationship, out of the blue, I got a call from my ex-fiancé. I had no idea how he found my number, but it was perfect timing as I needed to hear a reassuring voice. His class reunion was around the corner, and he wanted me to fly to Boston to join him as his date. Not to be romantic, he was just desperate and knew I would fit the impression he wanted to give.
As exciting as it sounded, I was scared to leave my boyfriend. The thought of just gathering a few things and running to the airport had a kind of adventurous feel to it, but I was worried I would be caught. He kept prodding and telling me everything would be fine. I just had to find the courage and take the leap of faith. It was killing me as I was so torn on what to do when suddenly, out of nowhere, I blurted out, “I’ll do it!” He promised there would be a ticket at the counter waiting for me; I just had to go. I did.
I found myself looking all around me as I awaited boarding. I still had knots in my stomach, fearing I would be seen. But once I was safely tucked in my window, sixth-row seat, I melted into the new experience. I knew I would have to deal with the BF upon my return; for now, I would just enjoy this forward move and see what happened next. And then it happened.
We were waiting for the last few passengers to board before they closed the doors to the aircraft. As the last person entered the plane, I turned my head from the window to the aisle. When I looked at him, it was as if someone threw a twenty-pound medicine ball into my stomach. Loudly, I gasped as I realized this is the man I am going to marry. Beyond a shadow of a doubt, I knew it was him; he was my knight in shining armor.
He sat in the aisle seat of the row right behind me. Being stuck in the window seat, I had to figure out how to meet him. I asked the flight attendant if there was another open seat I could move to, she told me sadly, it is a full flight. I was stuck.
I asked the couple next to me to let me out for a bathroom break; I had to figure out my strategy. As I walked back up the aisle, something occurred to me. The seat directly across the aisle from the mystery man was open. I didn’t see any available seats heading down; perhaps they were in the bathroom. So, I went back to the back of the plane and waited. Since no one came out of the bathroom, I pointed out the open seat to the flight attendants. They grabbed their paperwork and looked through it, then looked eerily at each other like maybe they lost someone. Something wasn’t right, but they told me to go ahead and take the seat.
He was sleeping. Now what? As the flight attendants pushed the beverage cart up the aisle, I would punch him in the arm; he wouldn’t know what hit him, and he didn’t. It worked beautifully. We started chatting right away. I noticed he had a pack of cigarettes in his pocket. I was also a smoker, and we were both stuck in non-smoking. We decided to head to the back to light up and grab a cocktail.
The conversation was effortless, and we found ourselves laughing a lot. We didn’t want it to end. We would be landing at our connecting hub of Chicago soon, and we both had over two hours to kill. He knew of a bar under the runway where we could go, get a drink, and talk more. Before we said goodbye, we exchanged phone numbers and addresses.
I found him. He was everything I imagined that I never expected to come true. I was giddy to my core.
Two and a half years after that flight, he flew into Las Vegas on our wedding day. Two days later, we were on the road with the stuff I would take with me to Ohio. I was driving away from my downward spiral and on to a brand-new life 2,500 miles away.
It didn’t take long to realize, “wherever you go, there you are.” I was still a messed-up woman, but now I was dealing with the pain alone in a place I didn’t know.
Reflecting from the place where I stand today, this was a brilliantly designed creation. Everyone played their parts perfectly; my ex got me on the same plane as my future husband. Fortunately, I was paying attention. I manifested this man as well as the miserable life with him. It was tragic, but I didn’t die in Las Vegas, and it pushed me to get to a bookstore.
There I would find my first two books that would help me drag myself out of the dredges of hell I had created for myself. The books fueled me with power and strength I didn’t know I had.
Books are the breadcrumbs I left for myself to find. With each book, I expand in miraculous ways.
I bless every part of the broken road behind me. With each new twist and turn, I allow the new lessons to surface, and I continue moving through, up and on, expanding rapidly. I’m always completely wide open and allowing for that next breadcrumb to show up. And, it always does. I expect it, so it happens.
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Wow… I manifested everything in my past! Learning what I know now and looking back at the radical shifts in my life, every little bit of it was brought on by my desperate desire to improve my situation
Now that I understand everything about the Law of Attraction and how “thoughts become things,” I can give myself credit and be proud that I trusted myself and took the huge leaps of faith that brought me to be the confident and powerful woman I have become.
I have taken my life from Abused and found Zen, all the way from A to Z. Looking back at the horrific childhood I came from; I’m shocked that I found the strength to keep plugging away to get to the place where I am today. But I did. Believe me, it wasn’t without suicide notes and plans of “ending it all,” because life was so unfair and desperate. I had a voice deep down that kept me from giving up hope entirely.
Realizing how hard it was to turn my life around, and by doing it completely alone, I hope to help others so they can get to the other side and find the light. I went through some of the darkest days alone and honestly didn’t know there was a way to get help or a hand to hold. I am here to be that hand, shoulder or inspiration for you in your path of life transformation. I have enough strength for all of us, and I will teach you how to find yours as well.
Let’s change your life situation and start you on a path of health, happiness and complete control over any of the decisions facing you moving forward.
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A long while ago, I released a video that had been building up in me for quite some time. I started the video by saying, “We don’t die.”
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A spiritual journey is not for sissies and will be counter to everything and everyone before you. But, it is the road you must take. It is why you are on this big rock right now. It is the only reason.
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I struggled with my weight my entire life. I was fat as a kid; I stayed fat as a teenager. Even in my teen years, my mother explained it away as baby fat. Then I ended up with the most enormous boobs in high school. Later I learned this gift was from an aunt on my dad’s side who passed along this gene…
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I wish I could find the two flight attendants on that flight to Chicago from Las Vegas. I’m confident this was one of the strangest days in either of their lives. I would love to find them to tell them what really happened, even though they would have a difficult time swallowing it; it would explain everything.
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This truly is a day in the life for me. When you get to the space of stillness, peace and Zen day in and day out, you experience miracle after miracle. You keep getting the miracles because you honor them and are constantly wowed by them. You can’t help but know what you experience is a miracle and you are unable to contain the marvel, and always exploding with gratitude. When you live in this vicious circle, it’s one you want to be in. We are always getting back what we think about.
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I’ve realized I am not like anyone else in my spiritual universe. It was when one of my dear friends, I call her my Mothership, who received guidance about where I am. When I am sharing from my high vibrational tower, no one else is tuned to this frequency. I’ve got to start playing on the popular stations to share my message.
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Over the course of my spiritual journey, I have known many friends who have come and gone. The ones who are left behind are the ones that hit that line in the sand, the thing they wouldn’t do to continue with their journey. We will all eventually face this crossroad. Is this where you will park your spirit?
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I’ve heard many near death experience stories, but nothing like that of Natalie Sudman. In just a few of her words, things I hadn’t heard before, she helps us create a visual to see more clearly what life on the other side of this realm looks like.
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I am the potential we all have. I am living the promise. Every one of us can get to where I am spiritually, but most of us stop somewhere along the way, and we park our spirit.
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Watch out what you wish for, because it will come to you. We just can’t know if it will work out as we hope it will. When you dream about your knight in shining armor, you need to realize, he’s not always the good guy.
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How do you know when you get an idea or some form of inspiration that what you have received is from a higher source and not your mind? Speaking from my experience, the messages and downloads that come through me are in no way something that would have crossed my brain on their own.
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“When I first started tinkering around with the Law of Attraction and intentional manifesting, I started very small. I asked the universe to deliver to me a piece of blue glass. I made it quite clear that I wanted it to appear before me; I didn’t want to search for it; it had to show itself without me looking around for it.” ~ Cari Palmer
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We are all on a path in this lifetime on earth. It’s really up to each of us to manifest how we get down our paths and what we create for our lives. The Universe has great abundance. Abundance comes in many forms. Manifest your abundance as Cari Palmer is doing in, Knuggets Of Knowing
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“Time isn’t precious at all, because it is an illusion. What you perceive as precious is not time but the one point that is out of time: the Now. That is precious indeed. The more you are focused on time — past and future — the more you miss the Now, the most precious thing there is.” ~ Eckhart Tolle
Knuggets Of Knowing ~ Cari Palmer
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Do you choose to be happy and feel joy in your life? It’s our choice how we get down this path in our current lifetimes. We can choose to be unhappy and feel like a victim or we can choose to be happy!
“Knuggets of Knowing”
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I’m done trying to create spiritual seekers out of people who aren’t ready to expand! This is the first video of many to come cutting to the chase about who we really are and why we are here! Wow… I can’t believe the universe told me to do this, but here goes!
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This is an important post, Cari. It shows that no matter how bad things can get in your lifetime, you can manifest a better life. Thank you for posting it. I’m glad you turned it around.
And this was long, long ago. I have manifested so many miracles since this day. When we get the sign and follow the guidance, it will always take us where we need to go. Over and over again. It’s beautiful! Thanks Vickie.
Cari, I love this post. Keep on manifesting!